Chapter 131

• — I... I just wanted to understand, understand what was happening to you — he murmurs on my chest without stopping crying — because you acted like that, that it had affected you so much for you to do those things... — he pauses and hugs me more strength — now I understand everything Zero — he murmurs and my chest contracts, my throat goes dry and I feel that the next words he will say will have too great an impact on my life.
• - What do you understand Jake ? - I murmur with a hoarse voice, loaded with emotions that I have never known very well how to express or control.
• — You are living a nightmare... — he says and those words never seemed truer, more accurate and precise, my life has been a bloody nightmare since my brothers died — but... — he pauses and looks for my eyes, his They are red and just like his nose — it wasn't your fault... — those words are a balm for a bloody wound that has me on the brink of death.