Chapter 46 Annie

• I'll never understand how you can go from loving someone one minute and then hating them the next. This must not even get out to the press. They are so going to have a fun-filled day. I wouldn't even be able to move back to Houston because the shame will be too much to bear. What if James decides to sell it to the press. I mean, he will go any length to make money. Was I just a pawn to him? Liars like him deserve Karma's response in a thousand folds. Just when I thought my life was heading to perfection, life came and reminded me that there was no such thing as a perfect life.
• Did I cause father so much shame that he was very eager to get rid of me? He made me go through this much just to teach me what? Independence? Responsibility? Prudence? Endurance? Honestly, I'm confused. I'm trying so hard not to hate father as it is. No responsible father will go to this extent just to teach their child something. I’m sure he ordered James not to give me his card after he froze my account. He can keep his money for all I care. So far, I've lived without it and I didn't die.
• To think James had an issue with me seeing Ronald when he was the devil himself. He cared for me and treated me like a treasure. Was that all under false pretence? Becky will laugh at me.