Chapter 46 No Energy

• My body tenses up with the urge to go to the bathroom, and Ryan becomes more concerned because I've started crying. Even though I know I need to calm down, it's not comfortable being in a confined space without light and no way out.
• "Thank goodness I'm not claustrophobic or I'd be in serious trouble," I tell myself mentally.
• With concern, I rock back and forth, reminding myself that I need to control my nerves or I'll end up in trouble, because if I don't calm down I'm going to vomit or something worse.