Chapter 192 My Father's Urn

• As humans, we believe that in order to depend on someone, that person must give you something, but even in what they don't give, there is a need. My father didn't give me quality time as a father, because he was always working.
• But now that I know he won't be here, that not even his messages telling me he's busy working or 'on vacation' make me feel very bad. All the time he wasn't by my side and I blamed him for it, now seem longing, because at least I knew that even if it was once a week, I would see him.
• Now it won't be like that. Even if I write to him, he won't respond, if I run away, he won't come looking for me, if Ryan treats me badly, he won't call to insult him. My father won't come back, not in a week, a month, or a year.