Chapter 142 Cracks And Fragments

• I know what I want to tell him, but I'm not able to say it out loud. So, I just avert my gaze without daring to respond to the confession he has given me. That's why he sighs deeply, messes up his hair, and leaves my body to enter the bathroom.
• Only when the door closes, can I breathe. With my trembling body, I look around, tears falling down my cheeks. On the floor, I see the wrapper of a condom and our ruined clothes, but I don't see anywhere the courage I need to tell him what I feel for him up to now.
• So, I can only get up from the desk and silently walk towards the bathroom with my hands still bandaged. When I enter, I see Ryan in the shower, with his head against one of the walls, so I don't dare to enter the shower.