Chapter 154 Discussing

• With a new wound, I return to the hotel where I lock my door securely and, without any company, I cry like a fool. When I was with my friends, I only cried when they were asleep.
• So, I did it in silence, while refusing to suffer for him or admit that I love him. But now things have changed, I don't feel repressed or inhibited by anything, that's why I cry for everything.
• In a single cry, I think about my father's absences, the problems with Ryan, and finally, the fact that he has probably slept with me in every place he did with her.