Chapter 130 Unexpected Confession

• If I must be honest with myself, I must say that having relations with Ryan has been a pleasant experience. I don't know if I would say the same with another person, but with Ryan I say it with all the certainty in the world.
• Because if I didn't like him, if I was very upset with him and had made sure that I wouldn't be intimate with Ryan and all that went out the window by having sex... then, I don't give it the importance it really deserves.
• Since, even though I use sex to negotiate with him, I can't help but think that it's not a sacrifice to exchange sex for benefits, because I really want to keep having sex with him, I want to explore everything that makes me feel through this without feeling that he is interested in me as he really is.