Chapter 59 What's the deal

• When we were finished, he drove me back to my place. I'm not certain how he found out. I didn't tell him where I lived, and he escorted me there all of a sudden. I didn't ask him, and also didn't allow him in. I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past. I don't want to merely repeat what I used to do to get rid of his scent that stayed inside my house after I let him go. I buried myself in liquor for a long time to forget what he smelled like since I used to feel like he was in the corner or next to me every time I moved.
• "Never approach me in that method again. I don't agree with your offer; it's been a long time since whatever we have... and I hope we don't repeat yesterday's mistake. " I took off his coat that he had put on me and returned it to him. This is exactly what occurred at the time; the only difference today is that I will not allow something similar to happen again. He was just staring at his coat when I displayed it to him. I took his arm and placed it there when he didn't accept it. I shut the door without waiting for him to say anything.
• When I locked the door, I leaned against the back of it. My feet gave way too, and all I could do was hide on my knees as I sat on the cold floor. When he vanished, I had to drown myself in alcohol just to go to sleep. I also believe that drinking will be the solution to why I forget him, but I'm only getting started, and I feel like I'm back in time. I never again refused his body. I just let myself weep till I forgot about the agony because, as I was thinking at the time, I knew my feelings for him would fade.