Chapter 102 What you mean

• "Are you certain you're all right?" When I stepped out of the vehicle, Aria reached out and grabbed my hand, but I simply smiled and nodded back. I took her hand away from mine, and I walked inside the house. I've just instructed one of the guards to pick up the car at the shopping center. My thoughts were whirling about in my head as I sat on the couch. Even though there were no tears in my eyes, my heart was filled with dread. Despite the fact that Randall was sleeping, I held him. I feel helpless and unable to find any source of strength. The door opened and I glanced up just as tears were going to start streaming down my cheeks. Even though I flinched, I didn't show him any signs of distress.
• "Y-you are a little early." I couldn't keep my stuttering under control. I got to my feet and prepared to go into the room because my heart couldn't speak and I was afraid I may cry the tears I had been keeping back. He, on the other hand, pulled at my waist. He kissed Randall and then placed his face close to mine in an attempt to kiss me, but I just refused to look him in the eyes and avoided my head. "I'm smelling milk, so I'm going to take a bath first."
• I believe they are still in the living room since they were still not in the room when I completed having a bath. I sat on the bed, combed my hair, and read a book. I glanced at the clock and noticed that it was still quite early. I'm not sure what I'm going to say to myself to persuade myself that I shouldn't think about it. I'd want to bring up the subject with him, but I'm hesitant to do so for fear that he'll think I don't trust him. I want him to be the one to explain things to me initially. I want him to tell me everything I'm thinking about him. I sank onto the bed and reveled in the comforting softness of the mattress. I'm hoping he doesn't come into the room while I'm still awake.