Chapter 82 Advice

• Matta POV
• "That was what happened right? You told Archie exactly what the girl told you to say 'That you will think about it' right?" I asked and he immediately looked away but nodded. "I don't even know why I said that, my goal was to keep on improving, getting better and stronger. Although I continued with my training and worked out more intensely getting more stronger but also the more the she took more control over me. The frustrating but sweet thing is that I know that I'm under her control but I can't stop from getting deeper and deeper" he paused, not looking at me. I could relate to what he was saying that's why I said I will never allow someone to get into me that way because we both have the same sexual desires so I know it's possible to happen to me.
• "I could still remember the surprise look on Archie's face when I told him I would think about it. I can still remember the joy in Jhay's face when he learned about that, he told me good job. I could remember the smug look on her face when she saw that I obeyed her order when she realized how deep she got me, but I still couldn't do anything about it, why? because I find pleasure in it, it turns me on in a way I never thought was possible and I was excited that I was... fuck" he curse and closed his eyes but that didn't hide his arousal. "She continued to play with me, telling me what to do, where to be, where to stay, what to say, and what I shouldn't, every fucking damn thing I do in my whole life is the order from her and I enjoys it" he paused and look at me "That's why I desperately tried to hate you, I want to kill you even because if you hadn't left all these wouldn't have happened but the truth is that I love you! There is a gun in that drawer over there" he laughed and said "I planned to shoot you with it but when I saw you, I realized that I couldn't, I couldn't even bring myself to. I have killed a lot of people to the extent that I couldn't count but I couldn't even kill a fucking girl that betrayed me" he said, his handsome face changing from anger to helplessness. "I didn't betray you," I said curtly but that seemed to irritate him "Of course you did" he hissed. "I did not fucking betray you but you did. Your horny dick can't even stay locked inside your pants without seeking pleasure. Are you aware that ever since I left I haven't fucked anyone?" I said and the shock on his face was priceless "Of course you wouldn't know, how would you? I haven't even left the Luther mansion so who should I fuck? The seven brothers?" I asked and his face was suddenly filled with guilt because he knew that won't be possible. Male servants in the Luther mansion were in areas of the mansion that maids were not allowed to go to, goodness knows what they were doing there. And as for security guards that are almost at every door of the mansion, I don't know if the is a strong rule guiding them but none of them looks at any maid twice which puzzles me, indeed, I haven't seen any guard on duty that fucks anyone but what of after duty? But still, none of them cared "Thank goodness your stupid brain for just realizing it now" I scoffed "But rather you went around to get pleasured by anything that hurts you and you dare pin the betrayer on me? Do you even know why I ran away from there? One of the brothers Eliam, who is... just like us but with much control over his own, wanted to make use of me in one of his plots but with a bit of control I still had remaining I ran away before I got deeper, and he might be after me soon, but what do you do on your end?" I chuckled but it was filled with mockery for how he was trying to pin the blame on me when he hadn't even given it much thought on my end. I saw shock on his face as his eyes widened, naturally, he would never thought I ran away because of that, how would he know when he had not tried to ask me but rather focused on himself?