Chapter 66 Trying To Survive

• Matta POV
• I panted as I raced through the hallway trying to make my way out of the mansion. I have contacted Ryan and he was so happy to hear my voice. It surprised me that just like I did, he was also suppressing his real passion and only having normal sex with some pretty girl that he found pleasing. He also said that he tried contacting me every single day but to no avail, asking why I did that to him but I don't have much time to explain the long story to him by phone, besides I don't think I can do that knowing fully well that I'm still in the Luther castle and that Eliam could come in anytime and have his ways with me.
• I don't know why I'm even trying to escape. I guess it's because I know he doesn't cherish me even a little. He is only indulging me because he has a plan for me. How can Eliam lower himself to my level? If he hadn't found out that I'm a spy and was doing this to me, I would be glad and even though I know he will never love me I will still give my all to satisfy him. Even though I end up getting obsessed with his perfect self I won't regret it if he ends up discarding me away. But he has found out my secrets, and the moment he found out that I'm a spy I no longer hold any value to him, even though he craves the same passion as me and Ryan but is hiding it, it doesn't mean he will spare me. He can kill me any moment and the only thing he has to do is show his brothers evidence of my undercover and they will just wave it off. That's the reason why I didn't want to play with fire knowing that the fire would burn me sooner, not even later.