Chapter 63 The First Humiliation

• Matta POV
• I watched as the god of death approached me with a knife and an evil grin but for some reason, that grin made him sexier if that was even possible because I didn't think he could get more gorgeous than he already was. When he called me into his room, I knew something was up but I never thought he would be the first to find out me being a spy. Although he is also a dangerous one, even more deadly than some of the others but I guess my luck is good because I'm useful to him, at least now.
• I also never thought that my deep hidden weirdness that I buried deep inside me would be awakened by him today, thinking back to when I realized what I desired for pleasure was when I was kidnapped by a gang that was trying to become something around my area when I was twenty years old. The head gang named Ryan, originally kidnapped me to voice out information from me about who my dad works for so he could meet the boss and become his subsidiary too. But when the torture began, I found out that I loved it, I liked the pain but at first I suppressed my arousal in other to not embarrass myself but it got to the point where I couldn't anymore, and when the first moan left my mouth the whole gang was frozen stunned. After a while, Ryan continued his torture but then my moan intensified and I was even begging him for me. If not because I was tied up I would have grabbed his hand and forced him to punish me more. I didn't know why Ryan didn't stop after he figured out my irritating desire but I was glad whilst enjoying myself. When I managed to open my eyes and glance at him, he was so hard with eyes filled with lust, then I knew he was one too. When he saw my pleading eyes he continued with the torture after pulling his dick free from his pants. We were lost in our world forgetting that his other gang members were stuck there. When we both couldn't just take it anymore and he decided to fuck me, one of his gang members blocked him whilst another gang member of his that was a female pulled him onto a seat, undressed him totally, and selected a good torture weapon to make use of him. With the first pain on his body, he moaned and tilted his head back, his dick twitching nonstop while the first member that blocked him from me immediately pushed me to the wall and the pain was another turn-on for me. With my front facing the way, he rammed into me hard without preparation and the pleasure that hit me was almost numbing. As he kept on ramming into me he kept degrading me to the lowest, calling me a whore and a slut, a slave, a deranged girl that desire weird things whilst so turned on himself pounding me.