Chapter 64 Wrapped Around Her Finger

• Matta POV
• We were toyed with and abused in the right way the whole day until we couldn't go on anymore slumped on the floor panting, me, not after fucking almost all the male members of the gang. The sex was so good and I love it but the issue is after the sex I can't forget the humiliation. It will be as if the intense part of the sex was pushed behind my mind and all the abused parts will be the ones flashing nonstop. During those moments, I felt so degraded, lowly, and dirty for weeks to the point I almost believed I was a slave. I later decided to meet with Ryan and discuss with him to check if he was feeling the same way and after some silence, he told me that two four nights after that event, the female came into his room and abused him again and the worst part is that he was helpless about her whilst enjoying the sex to shuddering extent. As he was explaining everything to me he was still basking in the intense pleasure he was later given by the girl and was so hard that his body was almost shaking.
• Ryan is a very strong guy who can snap anyone's neck in seconds but immediately it comes to that extent, he becomes so weak to the knee that he can even lick the girl's toe and beg her to do to him anything she wants whilst being on his knees. He doesn't like that later but it's his dream come true when in the moment. After our conversation, he was also punished by that same female and he was slowly turning to her toy. She kept playing with him and every new pleasure got more intense than the old and it happened to the extent that whenever he saw the girl his leg turned to jelly and he wouldn't be himself anymore. Their sexual moment kept on increasing until he was almost in the girl's grasp. She used him to get back to anyone she didn't like and would always tell him "If you don't do what I ask, mistress won't punish you" and he would shudder from pleasure and dread of not being punished that day. It went on and on that, he would kneel in his room and wait for her to come in and have her way with him. Punishment turned to something he craved more than food, more than his life and he was enjoying it until the girl suddenly stopped, she no longer came to him, no longer touched him, and even ignored him when he talked to her about matters concerning their gang which as a leader he has every right to anyone's response. All the other members went back on respecting him because they knew that aside from sex, Ryan was a bloodthirsty person and that was what the girl forgot after getting in deeper and deeper. If she had continued punishing him, he would have been wrapped in her finger more and become truly her slave but the mistake she did was to suddenly stop. She thought that Ryan would become so depressed and deprived that he would throw away all pride and kneel before her, she wanted to follow another tactic but Ryan didn't understand that, he thought she had her fill and no longer bothered about him, that she had seen him full and completely and he no longer arouse her so slowly, he began to reign over the feeling. He is still a full-time masochist and he still craves it, for fuck sake that is how he is, but he began to suppress it back where it rose from till he succeeded and that was when he could no longer take any disrespect from his gang member and shot the girl dead.