Chapter 1289 I Am Not Worthy of You

• Zhou Xiaoyu’s mind went blank. She opened her mouth, yet she didn’t know what to say first, for everything had been too sudden. After being humble and subservient before Xiao Yibo for so long, she could hardly remember how Chu Xi and Chu Xiao interacted back then. Moreover, she’d forgotten that Chu Xiao was a very loyal person who always kept his promises. Ever since young, the only time he hadn’t realized his promise was the time when he’d asked her to wait for him. He rarely spoke about other matters, but if he did say something, he’d be serious about it. Therefore, she should’ve known that he wasn’t just fooling around when he said that he’d date her. Look, he’d even considered having a child with her!
• This was supposed to be her greatest desire, but at this very moment, her heart was flooded with fear. This love was too heavy, and there were too many things she feared. Otherwise, she would’ve told him that she was Chu Xi back when she was 17 years old. She truly felt tormented by her own contradictory thoughts; on one hand, she weaved various dreams of being together with him, and on the other, she worried about her implications on him. She’d always imagined a day when he’d fall for her and dreamed of spending the rest of her life with him, but at this moment, when he truly took it seriously, she was terrified instead.
• She wanted to have a romantic relationship with him and have a child with him, but she didn’t want to ruin his life. Nevertheless, he was truly taking it seriously, so what should she do? When the situation had come to this, it meant that there was no longer retreat for either of them. She’d crossed the line, so if anything else happened, it would indicate that there was no chance of turning the tables, and she’d have to leave.