Chapter 5 I Can Never Be Loved

• Kiara POV
• I was at the hotel lounge bar, chilling with myself. Though, few men had wanted to seat with me but I had politely declined. I can't take in a man today, I'm out of contraceptive pills. But hopefully, I would get it tomorrow.
• After I had lunch and a nap in my room earlier, I decided to come out for a while. And believe me, it's really enticing. The speaker was blaring a soft rock music. I was moving my body along with the music on my seat, while chatting with an old man on Skype. Funny man, he was begging me to become his mistress.
• "Hi" I heard a husky voice. I fumed inwardly, can't I enjoy myself in peace?
• I lifted my head from my phone to look at the person, but to my surprise, he was already sitting down.
• Whoa..
• Oh goodness gracious!
• His emerald eyes pierced into mine, and my heart began to make some funny movements inside my chest. Some strand of his curly black hair were dangling on his forehead. And his lips,his strawberry lips looks so soft and little.
• Holy Molly!
• Did I by chance traveled to heaven instead of Texas?
• Is he an Angel?
• "I'm Alexander" He introduced.. that voice of his... Gosh!
• I quickly lifted my glass of wine and gulped down the whole content at once.
• I breathe out softly, trying to revive from my lost state.
• I silently cleared my throat before speaking up.
• "I'm Kiara" I also introduced in my sweetest voice. Yeah, I know my voice is so tiny, but I made it more tiny this time around.
• "Whoa.. what an angelic voice you've got" He said, rather in a complimentary tone. I blushed really hard while tucking back my hair behind my ear.
• A guy has never got me off my guard in my whole life before.. 'he's not a guy, but an Angel' my subconscious mind reminded calmly and I smiled inwardly. It's the truth, isn't it?
• "How about a few moments together, I hope you don't mind?" He leaned over and asked in a whisper voice, staring deeply into my eyes with pure lust.
• I could feel heat between my legs as I also stared back into his unresisted eyes.
• He unlocked from the intensed gaze and got on his feet.
• "So shall we?"He stretched forth his hand to me.
• If I should say no to this angel standing before me right now, then I'll forever regret it.
• I gently dropped my hand in his, and again, my heart jumped up in excitement. Keep it down, dear heart.
• I stood up, tucking my hair every now and then. If I had known, I would have wore something more revealing.. I thought in my head,while glancing at the black strapless mid thigh gown I was wearing.
• 'What could be more revealing than this, Kiara?' I could feel my subconscious rolling her eyes on me, but I just ignored her.
• Eyes were on us as we headed towards the entrance, but none of us seemed bother about it.
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• "You don't need to book a room" I told him immediately we got to the reception.
• "Why?" He turned to me and asked.
• I just smiled and began to walk towards the elevator. I glanced back to confirm if he was following me.
• In the elevator, it took all the power within me not to take in his lips into my mouth. He kept shooting me some seductive looks, I avoided them in the best way I could as my toes curled. But it was not enough, this damn thing should just stop already.
• And it was just like an answered prayer, the elevator stopped and we both came down from it. Thank goodness my room was close. I unlocked the door with my key card and walked in, I quickly glanced at the bed, it was still neatly spread- Good.
• He hauled me into his arms immediately he stepped in,and my heart beat skipped. He was bringing his lips closer to mine but stopped halfway and looked into my eyes, yeah, he might be thinking I may not want it. I covered my lips on his which he reciprocated immediately... I f**king want this guy right now.
• I pulled off his jacket suit, as we fed on each other's lips, hungrily. I helped removed his tie too. Suddenly, we both fell to the bed.
• When did we get here?
• I could feel his arousal against my belly as he lay on me.. I smiled in between the hot kiss as we both unlocked his belt.
• He brought my gown over my head and I quickly pushed it away. I was not putting on a bra which gave him an easy access to my b**bs, he fondled them for a while before replacing it with his lips.
• I moaned softly.
• I buried my fingers into his hair while enjoying what his mouth is doing to my body. And after a brief moment, he brought out his joystick and inserted it into my wet pussy.
• He began to rode me roughly, I moaned loudly when his cock hit the right spot.
• "Awww..."
• After a long while, I could feel my orgasm building up.
• "I'm..close" He groaned, breathlessly.
• "Please.. don't dump.. inside me" I caress his bare chest while I moaned softly.
• I guess he couldn't process what I just said at first, cause it took few seconds before he paused to stared into my eyes.
• "Why?" His voice came out so thick. I gulped.
• "I'm out of my contraceptive pills and I'm..." He continued riding me faster, cutting me short.
• His last thrust was harder, and I could feel his warm semen released inside me. He pulled out and splashed some at my V area. Damn!
• There was a silence, only our breathe could be heard.
• He hauled himself out of the bed and without sparing me a glance, he went straight into the bathroom.
• I sat upright and wrapped myself with the duvet. I breathe out deeply,trying not to get mad at him for what he'd just done.
• Shortly, he came out of the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around his tiny waist.
• Gosh!
• I didn't want to stare at his bulged biceps, but my foolish eyes won't oblige.
• "Stop staring,girl" He told me, without glancing at me as he dressed up.
• "I wasn't staring" I lied and diverted my eyes to somewhere else.
• "I told you not to release inside me, didn't I? I said calmly.
• He turned to look at me on the bed, while knotting his tie.
• "You seemed like you're very good at your job, but oops! You're unprofessional" He stated bluntly,and instantly,I felt my heart drop off my chest.
• "How could you run out of your pills?"
• I just watched him, numbly.
• "Anyways, here's some cash" He brought out some cash from his wallet and left it on the center table.
• "I must commend you're good, you know" He winked.
• He adjusted his jacket suit and turned around.
• "I don't need your money" I said, flatly.
• "C'mon baby girl,you would need that very much" He glanced over at me and said with a little smile.
• "And you can as well use it to get your contraceptive pills, you know" He said with a mischievous smile.
• My fist clenched.
• And with one more look, he waved at me and walked out the door.
• My heart shattered into pieces completely, as my eyes became moist with tears.
• What was I expecting?
• I'm a prostitute!
• I could never be loved.
• Tears rolled down my cheeks as I stared blankly at the door.
• Never in my whole life have I felt like this towards a guy before, never!