Chapter 17 (Sidney's Pov)

• Why? Why did I say all those harsh words to Michael? Well sure, he caught me by surprise with his proposal but still it was unfair of me to be as cruel as I was. I mean come on it was almost as bad as if I have told him our friendship was dead to me.
• And I felt even worse when I stepped to the counter and Mandy, one of the waitresses my mom hired a long time ago, told me that indeed Michael has paid for every last delicious thing I could think off. So once again, let me ask myself and all of you, why was I such a bitch to him just a few moments ago?
• Probably because you are afraid to admit to yourself that you still need him as you did all those years ago, my conscience decided to throw in her two cents. Oh, bitch shut up you too! As if I do not know it myself. No, you need to rub it in my face! And yes, I am having internal monologues with my conscience. But let me tell you mostly she was a useful thing, not like today when all she was doing is pointing out the obvious. Like thank you Sherlock you just found a holy grail.