Chapter 169

• Jordan spent the rest of the week locked up in his apartment, he didn't feel like leaving the house anyway, it would only make him depressed seeing other people be happy when he couldn't be happy too, and he didn't want to feel like hell, staying in his room all day gave him some kind of coverage, but his mom thought it was a bad idea for him to stay holed up indoors, he didn't bother explaining to her, she knew better, the only thing he did was make sure he always answer he calls whenever she calls him so that she won't be worried that he did something stupid, not like he would do anything stupid, he was sad quiet alright but that didn't mean he would do anything that would make his family was, he just needed to get over this trying times on his own, he knew it will all be fine even if he ends up not being with Liam again, he knew he would eventually overcome the pain he was feeling now but that didn't make it any easier, his smile was stolen and it would take a while to get them back, he wanted a fresh start too and was seriously considering moving to another state or another country entirely, of course he was still just nursing the ideal but the more he thought if it, the more he felt that was the best solution to his current situation, he just needed to be able to convince his parents and get them to agree with him moving.
• "But first you need to get off this bed, you stink,"
• The annoying voice in his head that had become his new friend said.