Chapter 73 The Confrontation Pt2

• I've been too preoccupied last year trying to fix myself, that even though I wanted to see Arcel and he was partly the reason why I cried some nights, I thought it was just a phase and that I would get used to it. Just when I thought I had gotten used to it, he suddenly showed up to remind me that I didn't succeed in forgetting him.
• Why is it like this? Even if I wanted to lose the ability to love, I still love Arcel. He's one of the people I can't bring myself to hate. Anyway, Arcel didn't do anything wrong to me. Even his marriage to Alethea back then wasn't wrong. Because it was Alethea he promised himself to, not me.
• I grabbed my cellphone. I didn't do this before because I was afraid to face the truth of what I might find.