Chapter 11 Playing With Fire

• Arcel's grinning at me, and I know what he's thinking. Too bad for him, I won't do what he wants. Let's see who gave in first. He wants me to beg, I'll make him beg for me instead. If I have to use Taddeo just to convince the asshole Arcel that he can't control me, I will. After all, Taddeo and I have an agreement. Arcel loves challenges. He doesn't know, I eat challenges for breakfast.
• I can feel Arcel's eyes on me. Everywhere I go. Even inside my room, I feel like he's here. Sometimes I touch myself while thinking about him. I will reach orgasm thinking it was Arcel who made me cum. That's twisted. I am crazy. But I won't admit that to him, that he's the one who awakened my dormant desires in my body.
• I have had a few past flings but I never felt this way with them. It always ended with just a kiss and I back away. I lose interest quickly, especially if it doesn't really affect me. But Arcel, after he touched me, I can't help but think about his fingers trailing over my body and his lips on mine and my body.