Chapter 8

• Sophie doesn’t say anything to this. She told me once that she feels embarrassed about jumping the marriage queue ahead of us both.
• That is typical Sophie. She’s kinder than anyone I know.
• Plum is now trying on the trench I just had on, and is gazing at her reflection in the mirror in that detached, assessing way that all girls have when they’re shopping, like they’re examining fruit in a market. ‘I look like Inspector fucking Clouseau,’ she says. (Plum has to be extremely ‘on’ for her job in PR, which I think is one of the reasons she swears like a sailor with Tourette’s when she’s with us. Another is that she’s just really good at swearing.)
• I pick up a dark-blue mini-dress. ‘Good? With a belt?’
• ‘I ’m over belts,’ says Plum. ‘Actually, I ’m over dresses. They’re so un-versatile. It’s all about separates now. But that would be OK with some drop earrings and some chic little flats.’
• ‘I don’t own drop earrings or chic flats,’ I say sadly. ‘How can I have been shopping my whole fucking life and still have nothing to wear?’
• I take out my notebook and write ‘Flats, earrings’ in a page I keep specifically for sartorial learnings.
• ‘How’s this?’ says Sophie, coming out of the changing room. ‘It’s not revealing, it’s informative.’ Her dress is cut to well below boob-crease.
• ‘When the fuck are we going wedding dress shopping, by the way?’ says Plum, perking up considerably.
• ‘We?’ repeats Sophie dubiously.
• ‘You need me, I ’m your other big sister,’ says Plum firmly, putting her arm around Sophie and shepherding her back to the changing room. ‘I ’m not leaving the Wood sisters alone with that decision.’
• ‘Fine. After work next week,’ calls Sophie through the changing room curtain. ‘I know a vintage wedding dress company. We did a shoot there once.’
• Sophie is an agent for photographers that you’ve almost heard of and soon will. She discovered she loved photography temping in a gallery in San Francisco, then rang 20 London agents every week till one of them gave her a job to shut her up. Another person who knows what she wants and makes it happen. Argh. Did I miss a Figure-Out- Your–Life-Day at school or something?
• ‘Right, stick a fork in me, I ’m done,’ says Sophie, handing the rejected dress back to the saleswoman with an apologetic smile. ‘It’s lovely, I ’ll probably come back later, thank you so much for your help!’
• She once told me that she feels bad when she doesn’t buy something. It’s why she owns eight identical V-neck black jumpers.
• ‘Let’s go to Zara for non-basic basics,’ says Plum decisively. ‘That’s what Abigail’s missing.’
• ‘How are you so good at this stuff?’ I ask as we head outside.
• Plum shrugs. ‘My brain automatically co-ordinates outfits. Like that magic fashion computer in Clueless. I can even do it with things I haven’t bought yet.’
• With Plum’s help, Zara is a success. I find a sexy nude pencil dress, a slightly-longer-than-any-of-my-others-and-therefore-apparently-completely-different black skirt, and some totally inappropriate green high heels that I just want. Plum tells me how I should wear all these things, and I take out my notebook and write everything down till she starts laughing at me.
• ‘How are you getting along with Robert, by the way?’ says Sophie.
• ‘Fine,’ I say. ‘He’s not around much. He gave me some good “surviving singled-dom” tips the other night.’
• ‘He’d be good at that,’ says Sophie. ‘He’s a total lady killer. One of London’s premier playboys.’
• ‘Description, please,’ says Plum.
• ‘Dark hair, dark green eyes, high cheekbones, chiselled jaw line, lips arrogantly curled into a perma-snarl,’ says Sophie, as though she’s reading the back of a Mills and Boon novel. ‘Gorgeous, brooding and manly.’
• ‘Frowny,’ I add. ‘Grumpy. Needs a shave. Hair’s a bit messy. He’s very tidy around the house, though. Thank God.’
• ‘Good body?’ says Plum.
• ‘Yes,’ says Sophie. ‘You really don’t find him hot, Abigail?’
• ‘I haven’t seen his body. It’s not like I’m going to run into him coming out of the shower, we have separate bathrooms.’
• ‘Shame,’ says Plum wistfully.
• ‘Anyway, when we met I was still in break-up recovery mode,’ I say. ‘I only ever saw him as a potential flatmate.’
• ‘Domesticity breeds contempt,’ says Plum. ‘He sounds like just my kind of bedmate. Roll him in honey and bring him to me.’
• ‘He’s not the relationship type,’ I say, shaking my head.
• ‘Totally,’ agrees Sophie. ‘He’s sort of unobtainable. Great guy, but Marvellous, another fucknuckle, that’s just what I need. Hey, did you hear what happened to Henry?’ asks Plum. ‘He woke up this morning with a bite of unchewed kebab still in his mouth.’
• Henry is my other best friend. He’s a real boy: uncomplicated, very good-natured and permanently hungry. He shared a house with Plum and me at university. We went through a phase of calling him Miranda, but he said if he was anyone, he was Charlotte, so we stopped. He’s not gay, by the way, and he has lots of guy friends (all mined by Plum a long time ago). But we’ve known him for so long, he’s one of us.
• We head towards Marylebone and sit at a table outside the first coffee shop we see, just as Plum’s phone rings.
• She pops her Bluetooth earpiece in her ear (she was convinced that her mobile was giving her blackheads), and trills, ‘Henrietta! No, the BabyCare Show is the 25th this year, darling! Mmm. Righto. Byee!’ She hangs up and rolls her eyes. ‘You’d think we were saving the world, not launching a new fucking nappy range.’
• Sophie frowns. ‘Plummy. Language.’
• ‘Well, she always panics on weekends and calls me from her boyfriend Sebastian’s fucking Range Rover as they’re off shooting yachts, or whatever it is they do,’ says Plum crossly. ‘I ’m fed up with posh girls, I really am.’
• Sophie and I look at each other and start to giggle. I wonder if people I work with do things like that. Then I remember work, and sigh deeply.
• 'What’s wrong, kittenpants?’ asks Plum.
• ‘Do you love work?’
• ‘I love my work friends, even the posh ones,’ says Plum. ‘But the pay is shit, I ’m permanently broke and because the office is all women we all go on the blob at the same time, which is a fucking nightmare.’
• ‘I do love my job,’ says Sophie. Plum throws a sugar cube at her. ‘Sorry, but I do! … It’s stressful but I look forward to Mondays.’
• ‘Fuck me,’ says Plum in dismay. ‘You look forward to Mondays? Honestly …’ she turns to me. ‘Why do you ask, sweetie?’
• I sigh deeply. ‘Work is basically somewhere I go for free internet access. I don’t like it, I never laugh … But I don’t know how to do anything else.’ Oh God, I ’m getting emotional. Tears, down boy.
• ‘Remember it pays well,’ says Sophie. I nod. I get paid more than Plum and Sophie put together, which I feel guilty about so I try to surreptitiously pick up the cheque whenever I can. For the record, I ’m not the flash-your-cash bankery type: the idea of spending thousands on a handbag is obscene (practical and annoying, but hey! that’s me). I ’ve also saved quite a lot over the years without really trying. (I know how practical and annoying that is too.)
• ‘I don’t think that … I don’t think that I care about the money that much,’ I say.