Chapter 141 Ruined Night

• Alex POV:::
• I don't know why I said it. Or why it occured to me. Or what exactly is going on in my head. It is hard to think straight when I am around Zane. I get impulsive. I get these wild fantasies that has me doing and wanting things that I know I shouldn't. It is how I got here in the first place. With a broken heart and an impossible situation.
• So here I am. On the dance floor. Not minding the smell of sweat and heat and the alcohol on the breath of both mine and everyone around me. Maggie sees me, she giggles excitedly and leaves Conrad to come dance with me. We sway to the pop music playing so loudly, I feel it in my chest, thumping along to the beat of my heart knowing that Zane is still perched at the bar, definitely watching me. I can feel his dark eyes on my skin like a breath. All it takes it buoy me. Make me more carefree. I am able to let go and bask in the music.