Chapter 118 Drunk In Lust

• I don't know why I do it but I straddle him on the couch, he doesn't react immediately, instead his body relaxes but he doesn't hold me, I lean down and place my lips on his exposed neck, I kiss him on his Adam apple and then he reacts, he reaches a hand up and pulls me away from him. I feel like the ache in my heart could actually kill me.
• "Trust me. Just go. We will talk after your exam." He says weakly. His eyes are closed and my myriad of emotions come to a sharp focus and it is just anger and annoyance at this new side to the man I love with all my heart. He is not making it easy for me, acting like I am disturbing him.
• "You always demand that I don't ever pull away from you for any reason but you are doing the same thing to me right now." I say as I get off his legs. Shame, anger and hurt making my eyes go blurry in the dull light of his living room.