Chapter 135 To Let Go

• Alex POV::
• "But, what do you think, Zane?" I can't help but ask. I swallow and break the eye contact with him. I don't want him to see the tears shimmering in my eyes. I clench my fists in my armpits. I will not cry in front of him. I will not grovel. I will be stronger this time around. I will be better. He wouldn't see me hurt. I can't let him see just how badly he was breaking my heart. Ruining me beyond repair.
• "Alex. I am so sorry." A sob wrenches from some deep parts of me at the gentle warmth of his voice. God, I hate it when he apologises. It tears me apart. It floods me with such painful emotions, it leaves me breathless because he does it so helplessly. I grit my teeth and swipe at the tears on my cheek.