Chapter 29 Miscarriage

• Miscarriage was the only thing I heard before everything went blank and my world shattered into a million pieces. I couldn’t believe it was happening to me.
• I didn’t want this baby; I never wanted the seed of Ben to grow inside of me. His presence makes me sick, but then why does it matter so much to me? I shouldn’t care, then why do you want to keep it so badly?
• I can’t lose it. It’s confusing and overwhelming, but I can’t imagine life without it now.