Chapter 153 With All My Heart

Julian's POV
My heart is bleeding as I board my private jet to Sweden unlike before Lena doesn't want me like she always do and all of a sudden she doesn't want to kiss me because I was a coward. I love her. I love Lena with all my heart yet I couldn't tell her so. She has become this other person because of Iona's reappearance . Her disappointed face envisages in my head and I sniffle . It hurts so much. This hurts more than when we first broke up for reason I don't know perhaps I really wanted her . I can't stop thinking about her pulling away from our kiss.
I open my phone gallery to look at her photos and I frown when I don't see much of her there. What kind of a husband doesn't have pictures of his wife except the ones from the paintings in Paris. Eager to see her again I scroll through my phone staring at the alluring girl I'm about to lose to my ego. I would love to tell her what she needs to hear but I want it to come from my heart. I touch my screen as if I'm touching her and I bite my lip. She seems so far away even though I saw her about ten minutes ago.