Chapter 147 Best Features

• Julian's POV
• Lena asking about my past relationships wasn't something I had expected but it ended up ruining my mood, reminding me why we don't trust each other anymore. The bitterness I felt when I married her was out of spite. I'll always be attracted to her and I know I still feel the same way and I'm trying to be the same person for her but it's hard.
• Lena broke my heart and I have recently picked the pieces together. I get to express my feelings whenever we're having sex and I end up losing control most of the time. Sex hasn't been this exciting in years and I know it's not just her pussy.