Chapter 30 Yellow

Calvin felt rage again when he heard another vibration, and he checked it and saw that it was from the same sender. 'I really messed up and I am sorry, just give me another chance and I promise to make things right'.
Calvin stared at the phone angrily, he felt like smashing it, he would have done so if it wasn't Allison's. Jealousy was eating him up. Why was he so jealous? Did he expect her not to have had someone? He didn't even think about that before. What if she was dating someone before he forced himself on her? What if she was forced to break up with her boyfriend because of him? Maybe he had caused her more pain than he knew.
Calvin didn't know how long he lay there, feelings all sorts of fluctuating emotions, each fighting for dominance; jealousy, self hatred, sadness, anger. He didn't even realize that Allison was already in the room. She looked at him for a moment wondering what made him look so gloomy.