Chapter 38

Narrated by Daniel
As I touched her, I couldn't help but wonder how the hell I had gotten myself into this situation. For years I had tried to stop these feelings. I had gone through guilt, depression, self-hatred, and disgust to come back to a feeling I couldn't shake off: the need to make her mine. I knew she would go out with her friends tonight to celebrate, she was about to become a woman, but I knew she was already ready to grow up, her eyes looked at me with all the needs and desires of a girl. Amelia was pure, something innocent and untouched, everything inside me wanted to possess her, regardless of my years of friendship with Fabián and even less the age difference between us. Tonight, I would set aside all my morals, along with her father's trust, to indulge in my darkest desires. I had distanced myself from her for a few months to try to forget the desire I felt for her, but it was useless, I couldn't achieve it. That's when I followed her to her party to watch over her without her noticing, but what I witnessed was her total ignorance of the danger in front of her. That bastard was almost about to violate her. But all my frustration was deposited in that blow.
However, at this moment I had to focus on giving her pleasure, I kissed her more intensely, then I carried her to my room, laid her on my bed, and placed myself on top of her. I was desperate to take off that damn dress and enjoy her body, I kissed her again, and she squirmed and moaned with pleasure.