Chapter 35

• It's calm as the silence surrounds me in its grasp; it's just a usual day when I’m not feeling very well, disturbed, wanting nothing but some time alone in solitude of silence. And nothing is better than this place where I’m right now.
• Everything fades away, when I’m here, no school where people call me weird and bully for weird ass reasons, no house where there is nothing but silence and loneliness and nothing else. Mom is always so busy that she has no time to say hello to me. There were times when I got jealous with a happy family, where two parents live together, love each other and how their child is always surrounded by their love. Something that I don’t have, my mother is great. She provides me everything anyone of my age of, except time, we have money but no love or family, a place to call home. There are just places where I can only rest, like a hotel room.
• I signed, shaking off the negative thought, laying on the grass, enjoying the breeze that tingles my face, closing my eyes wanting to dissolve in this calmness, not doing anything but staying like this here forever.