Chapter 33

• I never thought that the girl I hated so much, the one I want to hurt and see hurt, can be so important in life, so important that when she truly hurts and cries, it hurts me when she becomes so important to me in my life.
• I don’t know how I can help ease the pain that she is feeling now; it’s very bad when we think that in an era where there is a cure for physical pain, there is nothing to ease the pain in mind, the pain that is far worse than physical pain. It is something we can’t see nor can’t it be measured and sometimes the people coming through this have been so worse fighting alone because they’re too afraid to show the vulnerability of their heart their mind or they have no one that can help them heal and there is one thing that left after all this suffering that they think can ease the pain the last but worse option and that to take their life. I know these because I have been through the same pain, the same suffering, the same loneliness but somehow I survived this far and made the best out of the worse situation but not all are the same and Kiera seems one of them that had enough and finally giving up because of all this suffering.
• I sighed, Kiera’s silence is killing me and it’s killing her too. Sitting and waiting will do nothing well, I need to take action to let Kiera speak. “Come,” I took Kiera’s hand making her walk with us as we went out of the house.