Chapter 105

Getting wet with my crush
I am a mature married woman and although I have been tempted many times, I have never cheated before. It’s easier to be good now that I have gotten older, but I still get some interesting offers. I am a tall brunette with green eyes and a curvy figure. I fantasize about sex all the time. I have not had a crush in forever, but there is this guy I can not stop thinking about who manages the hardware store up at the lake.
Ben is just a good ole country boy. He is good looking, but not classically handsome. He has a beefy build, dark curly hair, and he is several inches shorter than me. He is friendly, charming, and he looks to be in his mid to late 30s: somewhat younger than me. When he turns on his 1000 watt smile, I get a little weak in the knees. The first couple of times I saw him I was fine, but taken aback by how much he turned me on. Over time it got to where I would blush bright red like a schoolgirl when he smiled at me. I was always polite and never flirted, but I swear he knew I had the hots for him. Ultimately it got so bad I could not even look him in the eye when I had business there.