Chapter 179 Can't Give You A Future

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• It's been a week since I've been hanging out with Melody. I'm still going out with her and no, we're not together. It's nothing like that. We're not committed to each other and I don’t want to be either. We're not in a relationship and never will be. I don’t think I even want to be in a relationship for now. I'm not planning to ask her out exclusively even though we've had dinner together quite a couple of times but it's nothing sweet, romantic or anything. It didn't mean anything to me. Because to me, we were just...
• We were just fucking. We've fucked a lot lately. We had lots of sex for a while now. Lots and lots of it. In the back of my car, her kitchen sink, her bathroom, against her fridge, her TV room and almost always inside her flat. Sex was the only thing I am after her, as selfish as it sounds. We always have sex in her place and never in mine.