Chapter 144 Regrets

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• I could hold his face with my huge hand and his eyes looked so adorable as they were about to close. I wish he'd finally go to sleep. I've been carrying him for almost two hours now. My arms are aching and whenever I put him down on top of his little mattress, he ends up opening his eyes again. And whenever I sit down, he cries loud so basically I've been standing here to put him to sleep and he still isn't.
• I gently sway him around.