Chapter 66 Heart's Doubts

Early in the morning, a wave of regret washed over me like a cold ocean. I opened my eyes and caught my breath at the realization of what I had done last night. My problem was squared, and now I was suffocating from emotions. I said "yes" to him twice last night. The first time was a green light to continue what we were doing, and the second time...
A sigh came from behind me, and hot breath touched my bare shoulder. The man's hand pressed noticeably on my waist, pulling my body closer to his. How I wished I could just sink into the ground right now. And why are the thoughts that visit us at night always so different in the morning?
A tender and affectionate touch of Alan's lips on my shoulder made me jump, and then the man spoke: