Chapter 82

• He hadn't been home lately, always out and she needed to have a talk with him, she wanted to mend things the best she could but it was like he wasn't even ready to give her that chance, she felt broken inside, she needed him, she needed someone to talk to, anyone, she had never felt so confused in her life, she had a baby, she was pregnant, she should be happy, that's what she repeated to herself over and over again, but she wasn't, she couldnt be happy, no matter how hard she tried, it just wouldn't happen.
• A knock on her door draws her attention, she doesn't answer but the door is pushed open and Diana enters, she had been avoiding seeing anyone lately, most especially Diana, she couldn't look her in the face to tell her that all this while she had been lying, all this while she had been pretending to be someone else, she never told Diana the truth, that she had been forced to marry Xavier, though she saw the questions in her eyes every single time, Diana never pushed her, now she wished she confided in her, at least it would make things less tough.
• "I don't know what is going on Amelia, Shawn refuses to tell me, he keeps telling me it is your story to tell, but i can't deny that I had the shouts, I saw you that night. Amelia, I'm never one to intrude in others personal affairs, but this time I want to help you and I can't do that if I don't know what you are going through, I can't help you if I don't know how, I know there is a lot of things going on in this house that I don't know about, but I see you as my best friend, if it weren't for you i won't even be with Shawn now, I won't work as a fashion designer, i wouldn't have lived my dreams and now you need me most, I want to be available, but I have to know what the hell is going on"