Chapter 32 "I'm In Love With You"

KATE
I wake up in the middle of the night and look around for him, but he's nowhere to be seen... Where could he have gone?! I glance at the clock, it's the dead of night, and notice a note on the bedside table. I pick it up and read it, smiling. What crazy thing did he go do? The way he kissed me and said those things made something inside me question: was I feeling the same as he seemed to be? If I give in, will it be enough? It doesn't seem to be just about desire, of that I'm sure. I only ever hooked up with guys who interested me and who were also interested in me, but with him it's different. As much as he annoys me, I desire him, so much so that I end up dreaming about him multiple times. I need to analyze if it's really what I want, and this time while he's not here should be enough. I leave the note by my side and stare at it for a few minutes, then grab my phone and send him a message.
"Hope you didn't go do something crazy, come back soon..."