Chapter 20 Imaginations Running Wild And Crazy

• He kissed her hard. Punishing. He wanted to punish her for being so wickedly sexy without her even knowing it. She is like a seductress masked with a convincing mask of innocence. Very convincing. But he is sure she doesn't know anything about her true effect on him at what she was doing right now. He felt like his demons are trying to break loose, and his willpower to wait for the right time was wearing off as seduction dances around him. Teasing. Enticing him to indulge. As if a demon inside him whispers, "She asked for it, go on. You will be a bad husband if you turn her down." While his sanity is boosting his determination saying, "She doesn't know what she is asking for, you waited for a long time, why not wait a little bit more, she will hate you if she becomes too bruised to even walk down the aisle!" He pulled her up to sit on his lap and hold her tight. He needed to restrain his hands from roaming and rubbing her legs and feet. He clasped both his hands with her.
• “Anna... Anna" He chanted her name. He agonizingly called her name in a very hoarse voice. "We can’t do it today." Even the only thought of what his words were meant to say burns him. A certain and specific part of his anatomy can definitely stand witness to that claim. Irrefutable. He wanted to curse, but he is also worried it would turn her off about him. And as a refined man that he is, he had never really been fond of using such foul language unless he is very, very angry. But today, he realized one thing, he realized why most people curse during their intimate time with their partner. It's the feeling of intoxicating pleasure that overwhelms one's mind. The word may originally be foul and revolting, but it seems to pop out during intimacy due to an indescribable feeling of euphoria. Still, he bit his tongue, refraining those words to be released.
• "But.... we can try something else. Similar to what you want. Just similar, not the real thing. How about that?” He wrapped her in his hot embrace. He can no longer hide his arousal as his manhood stands in snappy attention inside his pants.