Chapter 158 On All Fours

• So, I told him what had happened to me. I told him I was no longer a virgin. And that we actually have something in common because I was also a rape victim of my very own stepfather.
• "That Devil popped my cherry, no, I can say he smashed my cherry!"
• I also told him I was actually scared. I am terrified to be in a relationship because of what happened to me. I was raped, and so I did not want any abusive man to be my boyfriend or bed partner. That was the reason why I asked him to introduce someone he knew was a good man. Someone he was sure would not abuse me because I definitely did not want to have the same experience again. Or to do it with someone without care. I told him I needed someone who would make me feel good. Make me feel like I am a woman, at least. I said I wanted to enjoy it too. I told him when I let my boyfriend do me after my stepfather raped me, my sixteen years old boyfriend just made a one-hump-pump on me. I didn't even know what orgasm was from sex with a guy. I have heard of the word, but I have never felt what it was like for myself to say what an orgasm is.