Chapter 49 Can I…?

• The cigarette was put out when the scorching butt was pressed against my palm. At the same time, my palm was scalded by the heat. I instinctively swung my arm due to the pain. Indeed, the painful sensation helped me pull through the most unbearable moment.
• As soon as that moment passed, my craving seemed to have reached its peak and was gradually reducing. Although the feelings were still unbearable, it was not as torturing as just now.
• Some time later, the harrowing feelings finally faded away completely. The illusions around me that caused me mental distress were nowhere to be seen too.