Chapter 188

• I'm kind of distracted by my thoughts as my wolf slowly begins to trot over towards the door. Edward was so eager for us to go and meet the others, so I figure that we need to get going as quickly as possible. When he suddenly cuts me off, I'm completely taken off guard. He's pushing his snout and the top of his head against me almost as though he's trying to turn me around. What the hell? My wolf yelps out in confusion when Edward's wolf suddenly appears to enhance his efforts. He clearly isn't letting up, so I decide to do what he wants and turn my wolf around. As soon as I do, understanding dawns on me about at the same time as I'm completely overcome by acute shock.
• There's a mirror in this changing room and Edward has been trying to get me to turn around and look at my wolf form in the reflection. Staring back at me are the bright blue eyes of a very powerful wolf. A wolf that is about the same massive size as my mate and who radiates agility and strength unlike anything I've ever seen. It takes me a moment, but soon I see that this is the same wolf that I saw yesterday, when I disabled all of those traps. This is the same white wolf that looks very much like the wolf I've lived with ever since I first phased, but at the same time is absolutely nothing like her. This is how I imagined my wolf would look if she was born a full blooded wolf, not a mix like myself. By some miracle, my skinny, weak, halfling wolf has transformed into a magnificent wolf that oozes confidence and demands respect.
• What the hell?