Chapter 130

• I clench my jaw thinking about what he's just revealed. This is my chance to get some real answers, but am I ready for them? Squaring my shoulders, I take a deep breath I force myself to hold his gaze.
• "What exactly were you taught?" I ask, bracing myself for the answer.
• Edward exhales deeply and glances down at the table for a moment, clearly trying to gather his thoughts. I can feel how his emotions are simmering inside of him. He needs this release, we both do. If our relationship is going to stand a chance, this needs to happen. Edward's hand is clutching mine almost as if it is a lifeline for him. I realize that opening up isn't something that Edward is used to, and this vulnerability is completely new to him. My heartbeat accelerates when I see how his nerves are causing his entire body to tremble nervously. I know I need to be careful not to push him too hard, but it's as though he needs help because he is unsure of how he should move forward.