Chapter 114

• The rest of the day, Vladimir practically spent on the phone. I tried to busy myself with something on Netflix or the new cookery show I stumbled upon. But no matter what I did, my mind would tug me back to his bedroom, and his hesitation to take me. Perhaps I was thinking too much about it. Perhaps it wasn’t even that big of a deal. But a small voice in my head kept nagging me constantly.
• It wasn’t every day I wanted someone to be my first, to introduce me to the world of pleasure that I never knew. Perhaps that’s why the thought of him hesitating bothered me so much. Maybe I wasn’t good enough. Perhaps something was wrong with me. Perhaps virgins weren’t his thing.
• Letting out a frustrated exhale, I flipped through the channels, not keen or focused on anything that was running on the screen.