Chapter 189

I watched as his hand slowly goes up her thighs. Jane was busy smiling seductively at him. Even though his face held no emotions, I knew he doesn't want to touch her. But that doesn't stop the pain I was feeling. I was hurt. Only if we weren't stepsister and stepbrother, it would have been better. I would have stopped them and made them all understand that I was his girlfriend.
But right now, I feel helpless and in nothing but pain. I was hurting in silence. And it is really painful that I can't stop it. I felt my world collapsing every second his hand went up her thighs. I couldn't breathe well. It felt so hard for me. I don't still understand why I am jealous. I don't get it. We are not dating anymore but his actions seemed to be affecting me. Affecting my lifestyle and I hated it.
I shut my eyes closed and opened them. The mere thought of Jude kissing Jane overwhelmed me. I imagined myself going in between them and tearing them apart. After what seemed like minutes, I waited for Jane to say 'red light' but the foolish sex-starved botch was smiling.