Chapter 157

We all ate silently around the table but my conscience never left Francesca as she ate. Her face looks pale. Even her skin. I tucked my hair behind and glanced at her. Our eyes met for a while but she shifted her gaze away from me. I watched as she scooped the porridge into her spoon and she placed it in her mouth. I looked away from her. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable around us especially me.
She might think I was spying on her or something. Maybe after I had caught her masturbating alone. It's no big deal. It's something I have done before. Even when I used the vibrator. Jude's hand was on my thighs. I don't want him to do that to me here. It would be so embarrassing and I might choke on my food. I don't want that to happen. I slowly brought my hand under the table and I yanked his hand away.
What the fuck was he doing?