Chapter 28

• ORGASM MEDITATION
• So that’s it. I hurt Ryan, he hurt me, I hurt him. I’ve got to get off this carousel. It’s making me sick. Not even remembering flirting with Mateo can lift my mood. Plus, I’m extra emotional because I finally got my period. This time of the month always makes me feel vulnerable and insecure. But make no mistake, I’m very thankful my little romp with Ryan won’t have any reminders.
• Still, I don’t feel myself. So like a little girl, I run to the one place, the one person who always makes things better. “Mom?” I call out, heading inside her stately mansion and tossing my purse on her couch.