Chapter 474 Why Should I Feel Sad

• Splashing some cold water on my burning face made me feel better. I forced myself to take a few deep breaths while I thought to myself, Eric means nothing to me, so I shouldn’t be angry. He didn’t force me to have sex with him, and wouldn’t have treated me like that if I was more adamant in my refusal. I shouldn’t be blaming him, as all I have to blame is myself for forgetting the lessons I learned in the past.
• It wasn’t after spending a long time in my room that I was able to make up my mind. Instead of staying, I felt an urge to leave Germania immediately, but I would have to tell Eric about it since he was holding onto my passport, so I couldn’t leave just like that even if I wished to. Thus, I decided to talk to him about it without betraying my own emotions after he woke up.
• My mood improved after taking time to think things through in my room, after which I checked on flight tickets on my phone. There were no direct flights from Hamburg to Riverdale, so I would need a transfer in Frankfurt. Upon going through the flights, I locked onto the earliest one, which was set to leave by tomorrow noon.