Chapter 46 - The Table

• He took my thighs with his hands, making me cling to his waist to support me on the table, he continued kissing me while he advanced his body towards mine, I began to melt and rejoice in the pleasure that all this was bringing me, I really wanted to be able to concentrate on what My body was really enjoying having him around but I couldn't do it, the reason was much stronger and after all I had to be grateful for it.
• After a few seconds I managed to realize the serious mistake I was making: I didn't have to be allowing his lips to meet mine and all I needed was to have him miles away, not so close to my own breathing.
• I pushed him away after a couple of seconds, what was he doing? What was he allowing her? He excited every one of my senses with just one look and I was not going to deny it for any reason. I had to be aware that this was just a mistake, I couldn't be building something that made no sense to maintain: I didn't want him in my life, I couldn't have him in it.