Chapter 32 - Jimena

• I started pacing from one side of the room to the other, I was extremely tense about the whole situation and it frustrated me much more than I wanted it to. I didn't like feeling the uncertainty that was waiting in my chest, I absolutely disliked this fucking feeling that Fabrizio was making me feel.
• I wanted to destroy everything but at the same time I couldn't and I wasn't exactly talking about the objects that were surrounding me. I needed to be able to feel the freedom of leaving and be able to leave it behind as a damn simple past but I couldn't, it had managed to mark me and it would continue to do so even if at that moment I wasn't aware of it.
• I longed to believe that our whole story would end in a deal but unfortunately it was something I wasn't sure about. I didn't know if I would be able to endure something like that and let it go just like that even if it seemed to be the best option, the most sensible. Things were getting out of hand and time was not turning back even though I would give anything for that.