Chapter 105

• "I never believed it of myself"
• It had been 2 months since Jorge confessed to me that he was still living with his ex-wife or wife? The point is that damn it, against everything I thought, believed, and valued, I was being his lover or something like that.
• I didn't love him, he didn't love me, but we had great sex whenever we felt like it. I was being a total slut, and even though it affected me at times, I couldn't leave him. That damn man was addictive, he had a different way of making me explode. We fought a lot, and he always said, "You have the best orgasms when you're angry." Deep down, I hated what I was doing to myself.