Chapter 4 Episode Three

• Alexandra's Point Of View
• "Wanna dance?" Justin asked me.
• The first word that came up in my head is 'no'. But I stopped myself from saying it.
• I am here to have fun and instead of having fun with some creepy and groping strangers. I can be with someone I know. It's not that I'm going to start a relationship with him. Before starting anything, I should make it clear that I want something with no strings attached.
• Yeah. It sounds right.
• He looked so good in casual clothes. Fitted green half sleeve shirt with jeans.
• I had never seen him in any other outfit rather than suits. So it is a nice change.
• Should I say yes? Why does it feel like a bad idea? A voice in the back of my head keeps saying one name, the name I want to forget.
• 'Xander'
• He is not here. Heck! I don't even know where he is.
• Why would i think about him when he never came back? For crying out loud, he could be married.
• My heart sinks at this thought. I took a deep breath to calm myself down, I should not spoil the night before it even gets started.
• "Hey hey..hey. You don't have to dance if you don't want to. I'm not forcing you, okay? Just calm down.." Justin said, staring at me worriedly.
• To hell with it. I'm going to dance and have a little fun tonight.
• "I'm fine. You know what? We should dance. Come on.." I said grabbing his hand. He looked surprised but a sly smile comes to his lips and we head toward the dance floor.
• Instantly, Justin pulled me towards him and starts to move his hips with the music, guiding me along by placing his hands on my waist.
• At first, it felt awkward but after some minutes I threw the awkward feeling out the window and placed my hands around his neck, moving my body along with his.
• He sucks in a deep breath turning me around pushing my back on his chest, flushed. His arms circled my waist. I don't know what got into me, I found myself grinding against him.
• It was a long time since I had this type of moment. Nevertheless, it felt good.
• Justin's arms tightened around me and in a blink of an eye, he pushed me to the wall corner.. I gasped. He smirked at me, placing both of his hands beside my head, caging me in.
• I panicked. What’s going on in his mind? What is he planning to do?
• I haven’t done anything physical in a long time, I am nervous, dammit!
• He inched his face closer to mine, staring straight into my eyes as if he was staring at my soul. He gaze was fierce, unlike the go-jolly-Justin I am used to seeing at work.
• "Let it go.." He whispered, stopping just an inch away from my lips, his gaze fixated on my lips. My breaths become heavy at his close proximity.
• I'm feeling all hot inside and out.
• "Let it go. I won't do anything without your permission." He whispers again but this time gazing into my eyes.
• The way he stared at me with lust made me all giddy inside, for the first time in my life I want to let go of everything, all my fears, and enjoy my life. "I don't want anything permanent. I don't want any strings attached." I told him. I can see wheels turning in his head, he is thinking.
• "Your wish is my command." He nods, licking his lips. But there was something else embedded in his eyes, something ominous.. but I couldn’t pinpoint what it was.
• "Kiss me!" He demands and before I comprehend what was happening, my lips were on his.
• He reciprocated immediately.. his kissed me like he had been starving, he pushed me hard against the wall.. his whole body grinding against me.
• He deepened the kiss, and I let out a little moan against his lips… I had forgotten how it felt to be kissed, to be held like this, to have a body pressed against mine. His warmth engulfing me. I wrapped my hands around his torso, dragging him closer….
• He groaned, his hands moving to my hips, I moaned loving his little touches. Justin broke the kiss… and trailed wet sloppy kisses down mu neck, sucking, and biting.
• I tried to hold my moan, cause if I was too let it out… I had scream the roof of this place down.
• I felt his hands moving on my stomach, then to my ribs, his fingers caressing my skin.. my eyes snapped open before he could move his hands further down. I held his hand, taken it off my my body.
• I pulled away from his hold, trying to catch my breath. He placed his head on my shoulder, breathing in deeply. We stayed like that for a few minutes, then he kissed the side of my neck and pulls away to look at me.
• I blushed under his gaze and looked anywhere else but him.
• He placed a finger underneath my chin, lifting my head up. He kissed me again but this time, it was short and slow.., then he held both my hands in his. His big hand engulfing mine, I liked it.
• "Where are we going?" I asked Justin as he starts leading me towards the door.
• "My home.." He replies and I stopped in my tracks, and yanked my hand away from his.
• "Umm...I don't think so... I should go now." He is out of his mind if he thinks that kissing me can make me bed him. I mentally rolled my eyes.
• "Easy there. I had told you before and I am going to say it again, I'm not going to do anything without your permission. So yeah? I was thinking if you want to hang out with me? We can watch movies or have dinner. Like that?"
• "Oh but you forgot to share your thinking with me.” I replied sarcastically. He chuckled.
• "Okay... So Alex, do you want to watch movies or have dinner with me, later tonight?" He asked me, a charming smile gracing his face.
• Hmmm... Let's have a shot at it because it seems something better than my everyday boring life.
• "Sure, why not?" I shrugged.
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• Justin's Point of View
• Yes! Yes! Yes!
• How I want to fist-bump the air and scream my heart out. But I will look like a freak so I had to control myself.
• After 2 fucking years, Alex finally accepted to go out with me. This is probably the most happiest moment in my life. She will be damned if she thinks I am going to let her go now.
• Nothing permanent? Ha. I will make her stay with me for the rest of my life...
• I had lied when I agreed to her terms of nothing permanent. I am going to make it a lifetime. I got her after a long wait, I'll be damned if I let her go now.
• "Well, where are we going? I had brought my car with me and I can't leave it here. Did you also?” She asked.
• "Nope. I came here with a friend." I lied, indeed I came here in my car but I want to spend more time with her. I will pick up my car later.
• "Okay good. Come on... We will go in my car then.."
• "Cool.." I replied and help her get in her car. In return, she gives me the most beautiful smile which makes the insides of my heart melt. I jog to my side and got in.
• I am going to make her realize, that I am the one she deserves.